Past, for me to remember.

2008-07-31T01:16:00.002+09:00

STUPID WEEK.

What's wrong with her now a days?
I'm seriously F*** up.
Excuse me? You're having O-level this year.
Can you just throw everything a side first?
I don't like the relationship we're having now.
Throwing temper, only Computers and Hand phones.
Breaking promises, rather slack than dance.
Am I invisible? I'm just not gonna care.
So what you're sad? Can't you think of the people around you?
You're not my "ears" anymore.
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Chinese oral today.
I'm scared/hate oral the most.
I just flunked it.
Hope I'll have a better day tomorrow.

2008-04-27T04:02:00.003+09:00

Exams exams EXAMS! EXAMS!!!
Study; Exams : I hate them.!
Anyway studied with Liying Kaiying and shuqun.
and went east coast park..
I AM SUPER ANGRY WITH DANCE.
But i love it. Monday audition.. Yes? or No?
I'm trying my best to be a dancer
who would be outstanding.
who have my own style.
who would inspire others..
Can i?

2008-04-21T22:44:00.003+09:00

Its since ages i've post. Have been studying with liying and gilda. This friday paper 1. Anyway, took my nafa test last week. 2.4km run sucks. But still managed to get gold. Friday dance class was great. The steps are so nice, althought its difficult to catch. Sat went for supper , sunday went to marine parade library to study. Then ate dinner around 10pm. Which means its fatterning! Gonna go on diet after exams.

Will not be active in blog coz need to study hard.
Lucks to me!

2008-04-13T23:17:00.004+09:00

Friday- friday sucks. Cant catch dance steps in school! Cant even do the roll. Whatever.! I'm super angry about it. BUT i practiced at home and finally can do it NICELY! After that, went to hiphop class in oschool. Eventually, the same thing happened. The steps are more difficult than school dance. but its fun.!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KERIN TAN KAI LING!

You are love by poon jia xin!

Sat- Celebrated kerin's birthday at orchard. Went for dinner and kbox till 11am. Fun day with kaiying, peiqi.. Today went to "sao mu". So hot and boring.!Received a bad news. Pam smsed me that loud crew will be performing. and I'm not one of them anymore.. Its quite sad coz cant gain performance experience. But when i decided to leave E401. i expected it already. So still can take it. Anyway tml is NAFA. Lucks to me getting Gold again!=)

2008-04-06T03:04:00.002+09:00

Its Finally sat! what a stupid week I've got!
Mon- 1.6Km run plus dance
Tues- Rollerblading
Wed- 1.6Km run plus studying at mac
Thur- 1.6Km run plus studying at mac
Fri- 3.2Km run plus dance(Cca) and Dance(hiphop,oschool) ..Everything went back to normal!!
Its like..whatever!Lots of test coming up. Gonna study hard.
SAT
Went to town with peiwen. So fun taking lots of pictures together..Went to shop and high at night. Going out with her is like not caring about "FACE." Fun, high and PAIN! exchanged heels with her coz she's in pain. And ended up torturing myself. She went to her grandma's house. Then met Peiqi and Kaiying.Wanted to watch movie instead, slacked at orchard then reached home around 1 plus.Finally saw peiqi boyfriend. Quite handsome, but they all talking about his friend which is 20 this year, working in New urban male. Didn't get a chance to see him.. What a waste..! Gonna go for service on Sunday and after that go swimming.! Whee..!

2008-04-02T23:45:00.002+09:00

Maybe its my fault to cause everything. I don't know. I just know that our relationship with each other is not strong enough to go through everything. It had been a normal week but from today onwards, everything will be abnormal. Now, I'm just worrying that she will be stuck in the middle. We are friends, not a group. You can choose who you wanna be close with, who you don't want. Good friends means that u can take her weaknesses and she can take yours. I know i can't take yours that's why i am not that close to you. Ever since you drop this matter out, most of us are not very happy about it. You can choose to think in the positive and negative. Everything is your decision. I'll just remain the same as the past. Sorry if offended.

2008-03-29T01:08:00.002+09:00

1) Tuesday sports day sucks
2)Thursday sick.Went to sch with sun=cold. 3 layers of clothes and more than 5 packets of tissue
3)Fun, tired , angry day! Woke up late. took yuehan's mum car.
Today performed to the school during lunch time concert. Its sucks like mad can?! super ugly.! After that emo till dance class. Teacher teach jazz and i feel so "not grace full" Ew! think gonna buck up! Laugh till my mood became better.! Went to airport to study with Liying, mira and weizhen(never even touch book) after dance. Studied maths coz i get 32/100 for test! Then rushed down to oschool for hiphop3!. L.A hiphop is very fun and super nice. Think gonna improve in no time. Class became more fun coz combined with 7pm people.=)
4) Tml meet the parents!! Shit. reaching sch at 8am for a talk. 9-11.30am go swimming. 12pm meet the parents. 2pm dance class.. Just hope that teacher wont not talk bad abt me.

2008-03-23T20:02:00.003+09:00

Sch re-opening tml. And Tuesday is sports day at tp..Gonna be so damm boring. This week rocks! Monday- I GET OUT OF TAF!
Tuesday- Afternoon taf resumes and its rollerblading.Fun!
Wednesday - Decided to go back to taf as i am still fat. At the same time accompany Natasha and Pat and the rest..
Thursday - Daddy went genting which means more freedom! Went super and rounding till 5am+
Friday - woke up at 6pm and went dinner at chomchom. Brought clothes too=)
Sat - meet sunkanya and liping.. went to town and shop.. Reached home around 8 plus and watched movie with peiqi. 2am went rounding and supper. till morning.
Sun - Chill out at home. Going out for dinner now.!
This friday got lunch time performance and hiphop3! Gonna look forward.

2008-03-14T01:55:00.002+09:00

Monday went back to pri sch band.. Miss my instrument lots. Practice there with Alvin, Junze and Rafi. My skills dropped alot. but got it back after 30 mins.. Its such a pleasure to know how to do something nicely. I mean my talents.. Unlike dance, its easy to catch the steps but difficult to dance it nicely with my own style. I've practiced very hard to play my instrument in those days. And finally mastered most of the skills. Went to seconday school, signed up for reggae course in oschool, then knew that dance is my passion.. But i still have a long long way to achieve my goal.. I have to practice even harder!
Wednesday met Sukanya and Gilda for shopping. Went to hagi lane and the shops there are so pretty..!Liping reached bugis then watched step up2 together.Its such a nice show. They dance very nice. Envy(When can i dance like them?). Holiday is ending. Need to wake up from my beautiful dreams! So sad. Anyway tml going out and sat going to a dance concret to support damai dance club! Gonna miss service and its my favourite pastor phil.! Not going to join Cell group in future. Cant stand it anymore. Maybe just going service myself or with other people.
You'll never know what will happen in future...

2008-03-10T02:15:00.003+09:00

Today was a fattening day .! Ate steamboat.Shall not talk about it. Friday hiphop class was fun.Before classs played mahjong at home. Nearly late for class man! Thanked God An ended late.Played it for 3 days le. Back to topic. Did the choreography for the last time with own formation. And after that took lots lots of photos. Finally took pic with an individually. know her for abt one year. Now then get a chance to take photos together. Sat went to service. Didn't change my thinking of leaving. But i really love God and Chc, in a dilemma right now. After that went to tampinese for dinner with kerin and peiqi. Reached home around 12 plus. and mahjong again! What a good weekend to start my one week holiday!

2008-03-06T00:00:00.002+09:00

Just finished practice dance. Every time after practice will post coz must cool down before bathing..! Still got art to do. think would be sleeping at 1 today.. Flunk out my maths paper. never do the whole last page. Think gonna fail maths. so far, failed geography only. and its 24/50! damm it.! but didn't expect much. Never studied any subjects for test. Last year sleep in class most of the time. This year never pay much attention but at least never sleep. So when teacher talk. got a little impression, so just write the rough one out. that's how i pass. Learn more from me man! Thursday... friday,DANCE.. HOLIDAYYYY

2008-03-04T23:20:00.003+09:00

Dance today with studiowu and it sucks... I don't even know if they would ever read my blog or care so much. Actually wanted to join them for one more week. and see whether i can think of the another way. But someone discovered . So might as well... But will still be going for service even thought of the cg. Coz i really cant bear Him. Maybe He would tell me the next step i should take. Gonna pray up more man! Just wanna find a cg that i can share everything with my leader and comfortable with them. Passed all my test so far.! Thank God. even chinese i got 32! and the amazing one was science. got 26/40! and never really study for it. Hiya Tml maths common test and i am confident that i will fail! haha. Hope things would be better.

Another stupid day.

2008-03-03T11:25:00.003+09:00

In sch now. what a stupid day. lost my tie.. stomach ache.. Nearly late. Thank God teacher also late! haha. if not 160 jumping jacks.. And its takes forever to finish.. later got dance. maybe going out? who knows. haha . wanna have more plans . COZ holiday is coming.. I think i should stop going for cg. Everything is not right. When ky told me abt her ex cg. i feel so "loved" even i am not one of them. It makes me wanna go church more when she told me. Turned out to be dissapointing with them. To me, there are just people who scold me I know its my fault, thats y the would scold me but at least be the ones that i can turn to Have been going to church coz i really love to be in the presence of God. Maybe its time i should tell Jiahui abt it. I really cant bear adel and zhenlong..

2008-03-02T20:23:00.002+09:00

Love my night life.! Ytd emo-riding again till 12 plus... went to open class and it eventually rocks.
F.I.R came to church. she sing very nice. my idol man! today chilled at home. Finally can rest at home, feels so gd.. Talked to some pri sch friends till 3am. Miss the days alot. Life is so simple.
Nothing much. Last hiphop lesson on friday. Then hiphop 3 and OPEN CLASSES! Maybe joining liting and the rest for street jazz open class. looking forward to holiday. Although only one week but can do lots of things.! I'm just too lazy to update photos! Just go my friendster check it out.

2008-03-01T00:38:00.003+09:00

Jiaxin improved in her dance again! Compared to the 1st time i dance. i felt i really improve alot. Danced for 1 year le. one more year to go and i know i will be a good dancer. Of course a lot of practices is needed. What an said is true. Dancing may look nice and cool to others, but there is more than that.Lots of techniques to be learned in order to be like that. I shall work hard and improve more to have my own style in dancing.!

2008-02-26T19:08:00.002+09:00

Its a stupid way to slove but at least things get back to its original shape.!Haha! Its about dance again.Saving cash for hiphop3. AND I'm done! maybe street jazz next?so far, its been a good week. Love night life! Gonna make every fri and sat a night life till 4am! Love my freedom. Looking forward to friday dance!

2008-02-23T23:23:00.003+09:00

Went to open class today.Steps so difficult.went to service.
Such a stupid day man! super bu shuang.! whats the problem?Gd frens of course will quarrel. I just dont know how to tell her so wrote in blog to let her see. BUT now we okay le. so no need u to interfere.
-Pls dont let me find out who u are. i wish YOU are not the one i am thinking.

All coz of dance.

2008-02-20T23:47:00.002+09:00

I really don't understand why dance is always opposite me.? Super stressed up now. Why the way i dance is so ugly? Not sharp enough..JUST SIMPLY UGLY TO ME. Practices everyday does'nt seems to get things better. What am i suppose to do? Studies sucks, dance sucks, Everything sucks. Suddenly miss my instrument.Thats the only thing i can be proud of...But dance is my love. Sad,happy,angry,stress just for it. Other than that, nothing i can enjoy much.. Its another wed night. and friday is coming.

US

2008-02-17T04:06:00.004+09:00

My mood is good in the afternoon.went to church.bugis.come home.danced.
I just read someone's blog.I just want to clarify.
I don't know whether she was refering to me or not .But i feel she is.
FISTLY. She only like to talk to XX. NOT US. and She dont know how we feel.
Everytime only she want things in her way. Never ask us wad are we thinking/want.
SECONDLY. People change, I can confirm i didnt change for the bad.
Its just i cant take it anymore. Everytime i want to talk to XX, she is there.
Her attitude toward us is totall opposite toward XX. she negleted us.
Only talk to us when XX is not here.When XX come.She stop talking to us.
We wanted her to be in us but she just like to be alone or only with XX.
LASTLY. She asked us comments and ended up angry when we say the truth.
I just don't want her to waste her money or to be said by others.
Maybe she don't know what we are thinking and what we always wanted.
I know if i talked to her, we will quarrel. So, the only thing i could to is to call XX to talk to her.
If she really hate me then she can just tell me. When she keep quite. everyone will be affected.
To her, she can just lose a friend. But to me every single friend is important.
Everytime something happened. The next day its over. Why must she keep thinking about it?
She can just tell me if she is not happy. Maybe when she read this, she wont feel anything anymore.
Just to let her know.Even if anything happens, i will still remember our beautiful memories together..
Hope the next day. We will be the same like we used to be.

Mood-less.

2008-02-12T23:29:00.000+09:00

Came back from malaysia and it eventually sucks.!New year Angbao also sucks. Think gonna join sch's talent time. Still considering . dun have the courage.Things are not going my way...I shall only concentrate on dance. Thats all for the year.

kaiying birthday...

2008-02-02T23:31:00.000+09:00

Its been along week.Normal typical sch days. Other then friday! Ytd sch released at 1120am.went home to change then lucius drive me bugis till 6 plus.Come home to change for dance class at 9.Amazingly i can catch all the steps! So happy!Oh ya! its kaiying birthday.After dance is the fun part. First we went to eat dian xin at around farrer park of course in car.then lucius wanna go west side to find a dangerous road.He cant find it and ended up at NUS. So drove in and see see.Its so big.!brought titbuts and drinks. Then drove to Gelang and see prositude. Some of them so young and pretty. but the malay ones ..er. forget it. THEN drove to east coast park.THE NEXT STOP...Airport! he drove us to the open space to see areoplane.So nice. Love it the most. went to changi to see "girls" which is prositude that are guys..THE ONE I HATE.. OCH!(Old Changi Hospital) although never went in only drive around the entrance but its so scary! there got 3 entrance.First one.. the car park . a gate lead to inside.saw 6 motorbikes think they went in.Second one the most ...EW.the road lead to OCH. its going up coz OCH is on a small "hill".the road is totally BLACK!the last one is the main gate.The most scary is still the building! Then the red house. also haunted. all EW! went home after that. Guess what? we sitted in the car for 6 hours! from 10 to 4am. Today went for service and served. Also fun day! Going malaysia on thur! WOAH!

2008-01-28T21:59:00.000+09:00

Guess what? i'm getting my pay tml! Super look forward to it...
Ytd went Orchard brought a dress,shirt and skirt. Love the dress.Although 50 bucks.but its worth it. In love with a topshop dress. 109 bucks but kaiying say not very nice ..Liting buy also alot.Today worked(last day) and TAF! I can get out le!but teacher dun allow.Super angry!
AND THE MATHS TEACHER! dun even know how to teach then still complaint to my father.! Wad the...! Tml is liping birthday! haven do anything. doing something for her..But cant celebrate with her coz got TAF! Its hiphop by Studio wu.! went to their class before.Its not very good.Hope is andy that is teaching . so sad . y not oschool? HAPPY HAPPY

2008-01-27T02:35:00.000+09:00

This week same routine.School,dance,work.Fun hiphop class!=) Shawn never come again. think he is gonna die when he come for the next lesson.
Wasted my night today man! Went to a event and i feel like running out of the hall! Forget it.Dun feel like saying.Missed my service and u know wad? Pastor.A.R.Bernard came!Sadded
Went for open class ... I enjoyed...it is not easy. went to shop for clothes but cant find any. EDC's clothes is very nice but when i went back,Its closed.Going shopping with Adel after my prayer meeting. Gonna teach her some ways to look young like 16!
Ohya! Getting my pay probably on Monday. Starting T.A.F. I"M SO FAT!

2008-01-20T23:59:00.000+09:00

Its Sunday again. That means school tml.!
Hate Friday the most now.Morning got PE.After sch got dance then Rush down to work AND hiphop dance class.!Learnt waves in hiphop class. Now...Neck(neck isolation),stomach(crunches),hand(push up&waves),leg("spilt") and FINGER CRAMP(waves)!So many things happen this week.both good and bad.especially on Tuesday.! Admire doesn't meant love or like! So malu..Although want to know him as frens..
Decided to work everyday coz the following week got 2 loved ones birthday.Waiting for pay in 5 days time! And of course. New years clothes!=)
Working and studying hard. so only posting every sun or sat.

2008-01-13T21:07:00.001+09:00

Finally get to rest. Friday went to sch dance for 2 hours..
How to describe it.. er. Not very nice steps? Doesn't look like hip hop to me? Don't dare to look into the mirror.?(why?) coz scared i lose all my confidence in dancing! But this is the challenge... Dance nicely with ugly steps! After that went bbt shop with tessa and qian ying. Talked till 5 plus 6.! Also found out that they are not that bad as i imagine. i meant when i get to know them better..Rushed home and change for hiphop2 lesson.! Adjusted myself back to "normal" dance..BUT the steps are very difficult and nice.! Cant dance well coz my right leg is hurting me..Bad mood day. cant catch steps started to emo..Hiphop2 is LA hiphop. so more groove..! The song.
Sat.. Reggae open class! dance again man.! the steps just rocks and some steps like hip hop to me..The song

Went for service after that.And celebrated my belated birthday with Esprit shirt as present.! CGM today.! don't feel like going anyway so stay at home instead of meeting frens.Practicing dance.! and tml Sch dance and study.!Forgotten the steps. too many to rmb.!
- Breakaway camp is coming again.!Dance performance again. Using xuehui choreo.

2008-01-11T00:45:00.001+09:00

Happy birthday to me.!(10Jan) Received lots of present today..
Went to sch.. very tired.. Recess, malu time. treat frens eat. then after sch.My life started.Feel so holiday now..went KCF abt 3 plus. their acting really sucks..! haha.. no use to do these with me! but have fun with them. Then Gilda,sukanya,liping came to my house to practice dance till 5 plus. Bath and off to city hall to meet Adel,sengwee,zhaocai and amos Firstly ate sakae sushi (Thanks for the treat!) Went to osch visit adel dancing reggae WITH XUEHUI!=(( Jealous. Thirdly went SWENSENS! super fat! Upload pics tml.!
Really enjoyed myself today=) having better and better birthday each year.

Birthday and bandd

2008-01-10T01:08:00.000+09:00

Woah.! Finally quited band!So happy. Joined dance club starting from Friday...Hope i can improve there. Learn more new steps, and most importantly. Groove. Just finished practicing dance. I think i injured my leg but thought its normal but till today. Really cant take the pain. Too ambitious.Open too big and low when doing "spilt". scared cant dance forever so cried. Friday first dance practice and hip hop2 class. Hope by that time i will better. When i see my sis dance, then imagine one day i cant dance then keep crying le. tears just came out and I'm shocked to know myself that i love it so much.. I really want to be a great dancer.!
Its 12 plus. and happy birthday to me.! So tired.Ytd went HK cafe again to celebrated with family.
Going lots of places today..Shall not update now.!
Anyway happy birthday karmila and yan qin!(9 Jan)

Sch reopened set goals!

2008-01-06T02:11:00.000+09:00

School reopen-ed... Same routine.
Wake up early in the morning..Take bus.. Go school..Lessons..Recess.. Lessons and Release!
Love Friday the most! went dinner at HongKong cafe and ended up waiting for 45 min for baked rices.
Sat.. Wore vintage shirt...Served and they celebrated birthday with me.. So sweet of them.=) brought me a necklace which is so Jiaxin.. Birthday is coming. Not very interested actually. Today pastor preach of Power of focused concentration.. really inspired by him. S.M.A.R.T.E.R way to set goals. Jiaxin Be focus for success! Shall share my goals when i set it.! Going Daddy shop to help him tml. and dinner with Attributes people. Ben and Jerry's ice cream and Starbucks.!Mon sch again! so gonna study hard..

I've ended it with success!

2008-01-01T04:43:00.000+09:00

Happy new year! (I've ended it with success!)

Met liping sukanya and weizhen today at bugis and PS for shopping! Its fun with them but they go LOW easily!
sch reopening le. saded.! Then went with my beloved cell group for dinner at marche at vivo. Coz Its thanksgiving day! Then after that went countdown at esplanade with peiwen,alicia,Bjorn and one of his fren...

Jiaxin got the sunshine award!

Smile! Peiwen look cute ba?!

A new year with new dressing!(stockings)
-Its 2008!

This year have been a great year. First month went to sec sch make new frens. At first keep thinking of pri sch frens but slowly made new gd frens! Thanks guys for everything!Love ya!
And most importantly, my spiritual life. Breakthroughs.! Now i think of the past, i can see that God is good.! He let me find my passion;dance.and also gave me lots of tests to test me whether i love Him more or dance. If i past the test, i go up to the next level. If not backslide. there is a time that i actually wanted to do that becoz of dance. But God gave me a chance. He pushed me one hand before me giving up on him. Becoz of that, i actually stayed with Him and the cell grp. Last time i always feel that E401 is not a united, loving cell grp. But now i realize that we are getting to know each other more. and slowly as one family. Maybe all these are God's test for me. i passed!=)
2008 will be another great but challenging year for me. I know God will put me in more test . Problems between friendship, family,cell grp and even dance. But i believe even how hard it takes He will always be with me, and everything will have an ending. Really wanna thank E401 for encouraging me, making me laugh and feel loved.! Jiaxin is growing up into a more responsible person.! keep smiling people!

2007-12-29T01:51:00.000+09:00

Trying my best not to eat now! But ate a bread..JIAN FEI AH!
Let me see..
Wednesday went gym and swimming at gilda house.Love there!
Thursday went smu to practice dance. AND
Friday(which is today) performance! Actually,i full out but its ugly!. Nearly fall down coz the stage is small and surface is very rough. That Zhaocai! bring his friend Norbin to see our performance! and Emily told me he is the TOP break dancer in Singapore! saw him on monday. Didn't know he was so...WA. He still intro say my friend also dancer! HIYA!SO malu!!!... but i like him! humble and enthu! he danced at dance floor.Its really nice(break dance). also shake quite well!! Going to learn with him? Haha. Btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY Zhaocai! But when we are so call "clubbing" its really very fun.! Performing again for Ahgirl's zone. Don't understand why she dance so nice but dun wanna perform. Its great to gain more performance experience. Thank God.! Because of Him. i can perform, i can know "dance". 31 Dec. Sorry guys cant go out with u all till late.!

Sick

2007-12-23T04:35:00.000+09:00

Woah! Lots of things to do so did'nt post! Let me say what i did man!
19 dec - went to watch basketball match at SIS.Singapore Slingers VS West Sydney Razorbacks (SS lost!) with liping. When they playing, noticed one guy from SS no.7.! He very handsome and his skills are good! Took pictures after the match with him!

#1Rod Girzzar 207cm and Liping!

#7Shane Mcdonals 187cm and Me!(*Shy shy)

20 dec - Then the next day went swimming with her again! Went to jurong east swimming complex and play with slides. Met a guy asked for number but Jiaxin is smart! =))see liping blog for more information!Keep thinking then 21 dec i have something on but cant rmb wad. Then ADELINE LOH called....

21 dec - SP DANCE CONCRET! Took trian wanted to meet adel. Then when i was at Bugis Mrt station...NEARLY FAINT! get out of the trian,cant see anything. all around is Black grey colour.

Went to toilet and Shit! Tot its becoz i never eat anything so brough chocolates and water. went to raffles place to meet adel. But i'm not feeling well. When reach outram park, finally cant take it anymore. So took cab home and 14 bucks gone. NO! and 10 bucks for tickets. Took temperature 38.5.. Missed the concret and Ocrew! sad sad.! Tml going daddy's shop and Oschool for Christmas party.

2007-12-18T01:17:00.000+09:00

Yesterday woke up 3pm then went NUS for party! Actually wanna go prayer meeting, but cant wake up. Sad sad. Not giving up yet! Today went "bball" with some friends.Jp so funny ! and max. keep making me laugh! but really have fun! Tml going 5 star hotel for wedding. Still have decide what to wear.!
PICTURES

CAMP BREAKAWAY! 3 breakaways.

2007-12-16T00:57:00.000+09:00

Just came back from LOUD camp! Its really very very fun! The best camp i've ever attended! Love my team and grp. Ogres and OBAKA! At first, its bored coz don't know the people in my grp well. but after a few games. then we get more and more noisy! I HIGH for most of the times. The 2nd is the best! went sentosa. play till mei xing xiang le! so dirty and noisy. run all around sentosa although didn't sleep that night (listening to mp3 and singing. sorry the people beside me!).I was like very tired! Still got dance performance!
But i have a have breakthrough. i'm more daring now and know how to make frens easily.even in front of shuai ge i also will do ugly stuff.!=))

I think didn't dance very nice, nearly fell down!.But I can see that the all of us really enjoyed ourselves despite dancing wrong steps all these. Most importantly is that all of us have a dance breakthrough! we practiced very hard, meet everyday to dance and we became more open to each other. sometimes i really felt like giving up the performance coz can't catch up the steps but when i meet them the next day i would still continue and even practice at home. Thanks guys! No. the loud crew!?? haha

Other then that, i actually decided to leave church after the camp. I really can't the the commitment and stress level. But during these 3day2night camp. i have encounters with God. He reminded me that the love he gave me all these years in children church and Teenage service. The 2nd night, when we were worshiping God, i heard the devil calling my name.Laughing at me.I'm really very scared and don't even have the courage to take a step to the altar call till the service ended. But i just sense that God is telling me that i will still have a chance. During the service at expo, I'm really very tired. i tried mt best to stay awake. i may not catch every single thing that pastor Kong said but i rmb he said that "The words you speak would frame your life." God reminded me of what i have been doing before the camp, started to say vulgarities, planing wad to do when i back slided.
What Pastor said is true, people may look pretty/handsome or smart/sharp but the way they talk reflects everything. Then God gave a chance to renew my pledge that i will not say words that is not suppose to say and not to think of backsliding anymore. I will try my best to get back to the cell grp asap (you guys have to help me out!). Its really a breakthrough for me. God! Jiaxin is back again! Amen!
Oh ya! i have one more performance on 28 dec ! i wanna dance for my Daddy God!!
Pictures to be updated!

2007-12-12T23:43:00.000+09:00

Super tired. Did'nt sleep! In the morning went sentosa with some dmss frens, went riverwalk for bs then dance at SMU. and guess what. tml is the camp! Haven pack my things.Friday going sentosa again and performance day. hope nothing goes wrong, practice real hard. Friday perform means gonna miss my LAST hiphop class. sadsad. Jiaxin gonna be sick!
I think i am going to do something that big faith is needed.How i wished after everything, my thinking is gonna change...
Pictures.!

2007-12-07T00:56:00.000+09:00

My foot hurst coz heels ..Went back to sch to take 3 books today. Then shopping with liping and dance! Finally all of them turn up together. Did lots of stupid and funny stuff with the performance item! have fun man.!
Then went to have dinner with kerin at bugis. No,its supper.!
Saw chua ee eng and her fren. Her fren so sweet. like a small princess.=)
All the bugis street de shops all close le then go home. Really close with Adel now.
KNOW LOTS OF SECRETS! so gonna shut up .

2007-12-02T02:28:00.000+09:00

PERFORMANCE TODAY!
A big breakthrough in dance. My confidence level went up alot more times.!
I already tried my best and practice alot. Gave my all today.! Its really a fun time. Get to know alot of dancers. And closer to Xuehui , An more. Hugged them after performance.! At first my pee is coming out.But don't know why when i step into the dance map, i reliase that i can do it. Really gonna miss practicing dance with all of them.So i'm gonna go open class with Them.
After performance abt 9plus.. Went orchard to find Peiqi, Kerin , Weilun and Colin.. Just get to know him. He is weilun friend. Then shop, slack till 12.30am.
Then took bus home. Today really enjoyed myself. Dance happily with my heart,soul and mind.

Pictures? Of course Wait for them to send me. Took pics with xuehui and lots of people!

2007-11-30T02:52:00.000+09:00

I dreamt that 1st Dec, performance that day, i dance wrong steps!
i very scared now. The performance on 13th dec they changing everything! that means i have to learn all over again! Oh gosh.
My holiday life is stuck with bugis(oschool) , tampinese(liting house) and SMU areas. Go shopping also have to go near that area, then after that go dance.
So long never make up, wear dress le. track pants is my dress code.BUT i enjoy.!
I LOVE BUGIS FOR SOME REASONS!=).
Performance coming up, clothes still unclear, don't know what to do with hair..
Steps around there , only expressions and some need to be more big.
Look forward to 1st dec. Its my virgin dance show..Emily, liting. right?=))
Have fun today. Dance with mind,soul and body. Just need more confidence.
(i very very lazy to update photos!)

I am changed.dance

2007-11-25T02:09:00.000+09:00

I really enjoyed myself today! I can say that i never danced so happy before. everytime i dance is stress,no confidence. When it just started, i am totally shocked. All of them danced so well. I'm thinking i should not quit band, at least that is the thing i can do well. So 1 time rundown, i dance alot of wrong steps. But 2nd time, i was enjoying. Although its not perfect, but at least i know that i do it with my heart. I decided to join dance, to gain more groove. Hope that the teachers allow me. Always i think : dance is about mind,body and soul. Not remembering the steps in your brain. but let ur body do the job.
Today, i am changed,my mindset in dance. And i believe i will do better, there is one more week then the performance.
(Enchanted is a nice show, Lucuis and Chanfai. Happy birthday!)

2007-11-21T02:52:00.000+09:00

I think . i hate today.! Only have fun with liping and kaiying.
although only meet Liping for awhile but really fun.more jiaxin.
Then try lots lots lots of clothes! i wanna buy a 59 bucks and 30 bucks dress=)
wait for me!So sorry Erica and Megan, i really can't control my temper..U all know what happen .. and i am really angry.!Forgive and forget. meet ya soon.

i know i dance very ugly.I will try my best to improve at home. but i need time and energy. i just took up hiphop class, and i did'nt sleep the whole night.Maybe you does'nt know that your one word can hurt me alot or you just don't know me well. Sometimes i just don't like people to comment me.If u want, pls say it in a nicer way.Thank you.(No offence)

2007-11-16T04:42:00.000+09:00

16/11/2007....
Today went to SMU to dance with Adel, Ada, Pam and Emily(Liting, faster come back!). At first, went esplanade.thought there were there but they're not!. so i walk from bugis to city hall and to bugis again...in the end, walk for an hour.. by that time Adel and kerin finishing reggae1 class. so i went to oschool to wait for them and wanted to find some of the dancers to talk...learn new steps today..and Tuesday showing leaders! oh no! i so gonna. ahh! Wayne and Gideon=))!! very very scared.
Not gonna sleep today coz just finished practicing and its 4am!think i injured my hand.hope nothing happens! doing 13 birthday cards... and hip hop class tml! yeah!

Performing dance. so wanna come?? tag me and I'll contact you! Gonna be a fun and exciting camp! Price: $15(3day 2night)

1 dec 2007

2007-11-07T21:08:00.000+09:00

Lets dance..!
Ricital coming up.! Reggae, jazz, hiphop. and ocrew!
Come see me perform ba.! Going practice now.with xuehui=))

2007-11-03T02:59:00.000+09:00

Just get to sit in front of computer.This few days have been dancing. Sunday,Monday,Tuesday,Wednesday,Thursday and Friday..
so tired.So decided to rest on sat.But depends, maybe will dance coz need to improve on hip hop and reggae.!went to oschool yesterday to find xue hui and see adel and kerin in reggae 1 course.Then took a pretty video of her dancing=)

Today went for hip hop course, and Ky said i am dancing reggae! Okay? i went there for hip hop class but got the reggae style.
I must stop it!

Slacked with ky,pq,kerin and noel. sians.. but get to know each other more.and basketball for "a while". keep thinking of steps and forget steps for camp again. so sorry liting. need you to teach again.That's all. Going to try clothes for tomorrow. Colour code: Blue! Oh no!

Building fund coming up=)).

2007-10-31T04:08:00.000+09:00

Now smell like a pig.! so damm stupid smelly!
Today danced with liting and adel. FINALLY catched my hip hop steps
but forgot reggae steps(new de).Dance from 5 to 10pm.struggling there.
Then come home dance with my dearest sister. Reggae and hiphop again...
from 1am to 3am like that.. i must work hard,Don't want them to look down on me again!
Although keep saying cannot catch ,very diffcult, dying soon . but in the end . to me - practice makes perfect.=)

2007-10-30T02:40:00.000+09:00

Trying to catch the steps again.. And its getting more and more diffcult.!
Tuesday dance, wed dance ,thursday cgm, friday dance.!
I'm just gonna practice real hard coz 2 performance.
Oschool(reggae) - 1 dec 2007
Loud camp(reggae, hiphop and LA hiphop?) - 15 dec 2007
hiphop just cannot make it, really practice.so angry with it!
Gonna rest.!Dance dance again tml.! wish me lucks.

ren jian

2007-10-28T21:34:00.000+09:00

I'm like no mood to post . But now things is getting better.
Although dance is not very smooth but still can if practice hard.
Family, HE totally dunno I'm sad.
Church, just in love with them but need to sort things out coz can't go for CGM coz of dance practice.
Never went for hip hop class on Friday,instead went for class gathering and it sucked.! never ate anything on Friday and sat, Just not in the appetite.
Sat, I served! bookstore ministry is quite okay, but felt out there..
Actually, i wanted to leave everything but thanks to a person.You are the only one that can make me happy again but also sad. You guys just gave me a card and i decided to go back to the dance team.!
Sukanya, gonna miss you.

2007-10-22T23:27:00.000+09:00

I just don't understand why the things is opposing me?
People, time, DANCE! I'm really very tired..
I am very happy that i can perform for oschool and the loud camp.
but i keep mixing up the steps or can't catch it..
SHE just love to care for them not me. i don't know how to improve myself
Dance is the only thing that can make me really happy . and really sad.
I'm trying my best to improve myself and i believe i will succeed,won't give up.
Although today is not a good day, but i really have fun in sch with WZ,LP,S and G. and after sch Mira and LY .. Then Adel and kerin.
The rest of the day just didn't went good.

anyway happy birthday aunt carol.

2007-10-19T00:46:00.000+09:00

Actually, i am very very tired.but...when i saw my tag box,then post again.!Today went kbox, not very fun .. Then after that was fun!
Came home then went kallang bahru for dinner with parents.dunno why end up with Peiqi,weilun and kerin.. AND kaiying, lucius...
Played "BOM" and i wanted to pee .! THEY KEEP LAUGHING AT ME LA! i really cannot take it ma..shall not say it,so damm malu..
Going out with liying and mira tml..tired. dun feel like going..

LALALA

2007-10-15T20:45:00.000+09:00

I'm just too lazy to post..Happy belated birthday alicia!
I LOVE MY FRIENDS=))
sorry peiwen, Did'nt go out with you..
Have been out of my house since thursday ..Gonna rest today
and begin to be out again!

2007-10-14T00:21:00.000+09:00

The interview is a success!Next next week will start serving in bookstore ministry with adel or tee hou. went tampinese today with kerin tan kai ling , so fun misses her lots then head down for service.Service was great..Love God even more..then went dinner at lao pa sa..

Today nothing much..Gonna do songsheet !Tml got CGM at bukit batok..

zhen long ah.. why u live so far.>

Pretty shoes Jiaxin and keriin

lolipops=)

I wanna rape you..!

2007-10-13T01:06:00.000+09:00

Aha!today my decision is to go out with sukanya and liping(2-5pm) then adel and peiwen(5-9pm) lastly Kaiying and lucius(10-11.30pm)...

so tired!went bugis ,cityhall and orchard and PS .. and bought a pair of high heels =)...saw adriano at orchard..and finally wore my bubble shirt . Oh ya! wanna buy Topshop de shirt dress.49 bucks...

At bugis saw weizhen and sinyi they all..SO MALU...! they shouted so loud.feel like running away.some more wear till so ugly..ARGH.!

Gonna go service tomorrow..look forward to it andd my book store ministry interview.

Night owls!

Of course my zi-lian pictures!

2007-10-12T00:40:00.000+09:00

Just came back from boon keng ...
see them play basketball but can't play..coz wearing shopping clothes..
miss basketball.. Gonna play soon=)
And the shopping sucks..
They buy lots of things but i can't see anything i like.so never buy..
sad ..saw tong tong today..
And zeng xiang, jia qing Danni they all in Bugis too ... MISS YA !
went out 12 hours then reached home.. tired now ..
But gonna do my dancing..hope i still can ..!

Tomorrow going shopping with Adel and peiwen or. maybe kaiying and Lucius or sunkanya and liping? hiyo haven decided.. not so sure..Depends.

Pictures took today =)

2007-10-11T11:55:00.000+09:00

now its my turn to fly !
exams finally ended and today is the last day seeing him(shh..if u know)
maths paper just flunkED out ..aha!!tml gonna go out! Lots of activity coz exams are over..but not with people having O-levels only N-levels.!
anyway today is not a good day.. although i very high but..hiya..Weizhen!cheer up girl.. Hope to see u guys back again..
Going out with Sukanya liping and Ada later..
and maybe megan?
BYE!

2007-10-10T15:07:00.000+09:00

I'm tired.. I've tried my best but things just don't go my way..I love my secondary school friends,primary school friends , SOME church friends but not other friends..friends that are close in the past.
THEY JUST LOVE TO LEAVE ME OUT.! why?
Freak out now ..I'm just so stress
Not going out with them unless its urgent. I won't care so much and i mean it from my heart.
Pls keep ur mouth shutted if u know who it is.
Thanks.
Suddenly just miss nurjana lots

i love this cell but also dislike sometimes..

Love adel de most=)
E401..my beloved

I've tried my best the rest its not up to me....

2007-10-09T22:24:00.000+09:00

9 oct 2007...Finally the bookstore ministry called me! I've waited for 1 and a half year !@! Now thinking how to answer their questions..sure is - "Why you wanna join this ministry..?"Oh no! ARGH.. now really dunno how to answer!
Today is science exam. and i think the paper is easy=))
Thank God the things i learn came out.Then went study with liying,mira,felicia and xueyi..Two of them siao siao wan . so fun lorx.!

Felt that the way i dance is so ugly .. isolation is so bad..Can't even dance the right step and cannot catch the beat..
BUT i'm not gonna give up.. i want to dance better than someone...
2 more days .exams end.
7 more dance practices and
52 days to performance..

God

2007-10-07T23:10:00.000+09:00

Today went oschool for dance practice..
ITS SO DIFFICULT! oh no man.. can't catch some steps
anan ..HOPE next Sunday it will easier ..!The beat of the song is so fast.!
People dancing reggae..in case u can't find the song..( i still can't find xuehui's songs)

Sean Paul - feel alright

There is problems happening to me that no one and i don't wish anyone to know..Although He is the reason why this happens but i still only trust in Him that all these will go away and things will turn out better..
After dance class, i was listening to my mp3.Heard a song then don't know why tears started coming down . I think its because of my problems..
This song describe wad i feel ..

Lovynn Kan - 最后一次
在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
所有回忆没去却并不容易
生死由天决定不要太伤心

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去(我永远爱你)

Believing that things would get better!

2007-09-23T18:06:00.000+09:00

5.15pm
WAD THE FREAK...wanna go cut hair den someone suddenly lazy..
So damm stupid angry la...
Gtg cut hair with xiang le . Update later..!

LONG LONG TIME

2007-09-23T02:42:00.000+09:00

So sorry guys! i am just too lazy and busy to update my blog... People that are supposed to be link are linked:) Lots of things happy this month.. good thing- I went into the audition!! aha! just can't stop being happy abt it..bad things happened also.. BUT lets not talk abt it..
TODAY.. went to meet ting and her friend with adel they all.. Get to know lots of ppl .
The wine just sucks la.. drink a small cup den blur blur liao.. became "siao" suffering from headache..Now concentrate in God, study, and dance.. That's all..
My model ~~ Anan , xuehui and daniel! their dancing just make my hair stand..
Hope to be like them~!

i'm sad..

2007-07-30T23:15:00.000+09:00

Just sad.. who do i love?.. i dun understand wad is it...Today bball just sucks . Everything just don't go right today ..
We have no fate ..

DEAD JX

2007-07-17T23:39:00.000+09:00

This time is not happy le.. Y i dance so ugly?! i'm so useless.. practice whole night also cannot catch the steps..! i tried my best .. but still like that...see other ppl dance den feel like dying and .. hiya lots of things happened to day .! whatever.. i dun wanna care so much anymore..!
DUN SAY ANYTHING !~ .. Thursday test..Its no use .

JIAXIN JIAYOU!!!!!

2007-07-15T23:18:00.000+09:00

fun fun fun!! if u noticed , i only post when i happy and sad and angry.. haha
today went to celebrate max's birthday.. actually dun feel like going de.. but den still go and never regret .. eat lots lots of thing..but forget to take photos. tml will be fun too.. bball the whole afternoon...look forward to everyday .. my life is getting more and more fun..

Now still practicing dance.. test is on thurs ..ANAN i really very scared ..
JIAXIN JIAYOU

monday and tuesday juz rocks

2007-07-04T02:12:00.000+09:00

today went out with ping and sukanya.. brought a nice dress..=)
ytd was very fun but tiring.. wake up at 9.30am .. went to kbox for k lunch.. the food there very nice plus me,kaiying,peiqi,kerin's "singing" just shake the place.. Kerin the most powerful one..no need mic also can win us.. hiyo den went to meet erica,max and megan.. went shopping at orchard then max always call me "homo sex" coz i keep saying mei nu and shuai ger .. haha
then went marina bay for steamboat.. alot shuai ger ^.^ while waiting for the only roger.. me,erica,max,megan.chee xiang, waiwai,adrian went to play pool.. but i did'nt join them.. coz i know if a play the ball would surely fly off the table.. haha..ate alot alot alot..
Its also E-learning week! so can wake up late late .. now practicing dance but cannot get the step Xuehui taught so very angry den come post de .. Jia You ba..

emerge photos...

2007-06-20T19:31:00.001+09:00

ME,eugune,kerin,bevan,wendy

Me and bevan

2007-06-20T18:45:00.000+09:00

2007-06-20T03:34:00.001+09:00

today went to east coast with east cluster .. very fun but sometimes sian .. actually the unity if us is not very good..4 people missing and no one called .. only bevan =) but its okay.. den pushed into the water den now got cold le ..

But now my mood really is worry...She just told me my friend did something wrong .. really wrong that he might go to jail..and lots of things happen.. he might just lose his best friend,and everything .. tried to contact him but his phone is off.. den ask for people the number of the other person that is with him.its 3am now and they all picked up the phone..Thank God!But at last still managed to contact him.. Really worried about him,he is a nice guy,he did not do that on purpose.

What is done cannot be undone..I really wished he would go turn in himself.Why is things happening to him?

i should stop.. jiaxin

2007-06-12T04:17:00.000+09:00

dunno y now adays doing stupid things.. today went dancing at SMU .. know lots of new dancing freinds ! actually not so intrested in dancing but juz dance coz can dance my heart out.. now very very very not in mood .. although juz now very happy .. =( i think i should stop doing tat ..!!

2007-06-06T22:48:00.000+09:00

2007-06-06T22:43:00.000+09:00

today a very boring day .. hiya woke up at 5pm =) i miss east cluster lots .. the fun when dancing .. now become very tann le lars... kerin la .. al ur fault ..! haha
emerge is over.. learn alot .. ! now a changed person and went up the next level with God ..
i felt tat the test God is giving me is coming . a bit scared will fail the test '
fail = leave God
Pass = GO UP THE NEXT LEVEL AGAIN
i will pass de!! praying everyday ..
miss 31/05/07 -3/06/07..

Happy birthday alvin =)

fun day

2007-04-29T22:14:00.002+09:00

haha ... long time no blog.. today went study at SMU with kerin peiwen feng heng zhi wei and alicia ... to me study = no study .. but very fun .. saw spiderman .& SHE started to sing the s0ng .. dunno who leh .. u should noe if u read this.. woo~~ love kerin's pink mascara .. so nice. i also wan ... and ate pepper lunch .. nice nice ^.^

jiaxin jiayou!

2007-04-12T23:57:00.000+09:00

happy ..=) now a days everyday very very happy..=) my friends rocks .. 1E3!! fun .. tml ladies night with kerin&peiqi&kaiying ..!! aunt carol come back le .. but going back on sat .sad - a long way to go! JIA YOU .. but boys cannot be trusted.. wish to find a guy i can trust .. but impossible..

thank God.!

2007-02-04T01:47:00.000+09:00

hahas... so happy .! finally GONE..=) Thank God! today service was very good! love dr ulf ekman ..! the word was so gd and he very cute.. learned something todaay ..

i injured myself

2007-01-29T23:37:00.000+09:00

hiya.. sad sad sad .. i got ba gua again on my hands .. pain pain pain...!! dun wait for me.. the one i love will not be u

sorry er jie...

2007-01-22T20:48:00.000+09:00

sorry for making u dissapointed.. but i'm really sad on sun..alot things happenning... i really did'nt mean it for not telling u .. coz i really wish our frirndship will not end just here....

my 13th birthday tml...

2007-01-09T23:35:00.000+09:00

karmila happy birthday!! now in a new sch and facing new problems .. today got eng spelling test and i got 2/15 correct.>!! oh no!! hahas .. my eng cher very strict ..sianz .. must start studying le.. dun wish to study .. juz got a new mp3 .. its so nice .. thanks dad!!i love my frens !! pri sch frens or sec sch frens .. all so gd .. my sec sch frens very funny and a lot of them a christians...happy to know them .. i'm growing!!!=) i have forgotten him frm the bottom of my heart .. he just wished me happy birthday on 2 jan .. but i told him my birthday is on 10 jan .. wish tat he will stop toking to me... so dat i will not rmb the tings in the past

put away ...

2007-01-02T02:31:00.000+09:00

hiya'today went bugis with kerin weilun ahsoon peiqi kaiying .. went there buy bag.. and broght a bag same as kerin .. school is re opening .. so quite sad ...but i tink i should let go of my past and go to the future ... =)yeah alex accept christ ..! he is in E345 .. and i'm E401 ... but gd!! kaiying silde back to God le.. very happy she went back on 30th decc ...=) now our cell got abt 16 ppl ! thank God!! i'm in da mai sec now.. haha not upper pri le ..!!=)

sad day .. [ long time no post le ]

2006-11-09T01:19:00.000+09:00

i wanna tell him "i love you" on 24th nov ... but dun dare . coz i have no confident tat he will like mi .. but den .. if i dun say .. i noe i will regret in my whole life .. today my mood all GONE .. dunno why . i did'nt saw him for abt 10 days le.. so sad i really really love him .. already 2 yrs le .. so i must say .. jia you..!! kaiying got stead le .. its andy .. and weilun like pq .. so i really wish i will have a happy starting ... like them ..so happy
and Arise and build ..!! $400 .. although not a big sum . but to me .. = a big sacrifice .... for God .. i will , must do it ...

i veri veri veri happiiyy....!! 256!!!

2006-08-14T23:09:00.001+09:00

ahh.. i very happy.. now mi and my sis closer le..go church together,study together,play bb together....!!! haha now i learning alot tinggs...!!! bb,roller blade, study,stay more clam...!!! haha
today we went bugis library to study...!!! i must work harder le.. psle oral tis week ..!!! on 17 aug and 18 aug.>!!!! ahhh!!! must work harder to gett my DREAM result..256!!!aiming very hard.. although i noe its veri veri hard... but i noe i will try my best..!!! i dun wanna let those who look mi down to tiss miii..!!!even if i cannot get wat i wan.., but at least i try my best.,!!! and i believe tat God will give mi strenght to study!!! coz all tinggs are possible through christ with strenghtens miii!!!

i veri veri veri happiiyy....!! 256!!!

2006-08-14T23:09:00.000+09:00

i'm back to God on 17th june 2006!!!!

2006-08-07T20:10:00.000+09:00

very long never post le.. alot ting to say..1st.. i'm back to God on 17 june 2006..!! Amen.?.. hahas i became more cheerful le.i'm in Jiahui cell.. with my sis,E401!!. so happy..2nd.i gave up on him ..!!!finally for 2 yrs...hiya... PSLE coming le.. so will not always post..no time .. alot tings to do...ytd was our church (city harvest church) 17th birthday.>!! very fun!! but i have to go tuition when the service started halfway long... i wanna go 1 more time !! coz i missed it..!! i finally gave up on him.. acctually. i quite sad.. but i tink i should 4get him. for studies.. and wanna stop wasting my time... zeng xiang changed alot.. she is very firlt...love tis and tat...but to mii.. she is still my gd gd fwens ... now i tink tat i got alot of frens but alot not so close... and when i am reaching out for them for church service... they didn't wanna come.. but i very happy tat zeng xiang accepted christ..i also very happy i no nid to go children church anymore...!! i'm going teenage service..!!! i so happy..post next time byebye

when you take 1 step to God.. ge will take 10000++ over steps to you.. so plz just take one step...!!! contact mi if u wanna come our church...(poonjiaxin@msn.com)

mt hse is not my hse now...!! no more caring ppl ... only my sis ..

2006-06-15T22:21:00.000+09:00

hiii.. haha long time no post le..coz very buzy...haha .. holiday veri fast den finishing le..hiya .. wish can forever no nid study .. but hiya .. so sianz... father's day coming le.. this sundayy...so boring ... now . to mi . ny house is not my house le...dunno why ... parents dun caree abt us le... my dad!! my sis and i oso think tat...a little smaalll ting den they scold ... just hated them ... hiya .. but still got my sis ... now adays learning alot alot alot songss...all so nice .. wanna buy alot abulm .. haha ..!! fan wei qi de ... he yao shan de ... so mani wanna buy ... hehex .. k la gtg le veri buzy la .. dunno got ppl c my post anot .. but .. nvm .. coz i typing to lett my heart out .. coz i really veri sad some times... byee!!!

hate my father and mother

2006-06-03T00:26:00.000+09:00

i very bad mood!!! everyday crying at under my bedsheet..i hate my family!!!! FATHER AND MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!! they sucks ... under so much stress le .. still keep on irretating mi and scolding mi and only wan mi to do good in my results ... work so hard le .. still wan mi to study... every time got tuition .. my sis dun even have and i do better den her... !! i get 1/26 ... first in my class..! wat they espect ..very hard .!! hiya wish have band ... can lett mi relax...!!

long time no post le .. my results sucks!!!

2006-05-22T11:05:00.000+09:00

hiya .. my result really sucks lor.. dunno y .. my maths !! hiya .. tis day so sian lor..holidays oso coming le .but still muz go sch 4 band .. haha a bit sad but i love it coz i like band !! hehe .. hiya dunno wat happen to my love tis days.. cannot do anyting properly .. every day tinking of someting ...dunno y .. saw a ting veri nice de worrxx... haha .. Devil Beside You by rainie and mike ... haha mike so handsome ...!! haha ..so cool .. FAINT !! hahhas ..exams over le leh .quite happy ... . open hse tis sat .. haha we performing leh .. compertition song and lao shu ai da mi ba .. den freedom le..!! can go out le... happy... hiya i wanna go back church leh ... but dunno leh..coz everytime muz go alot ting.. ect : cell grp meeting .. bible lesson..and service .. haha so many days ... oso got POS...== prade of schs ... k le la .. gtg le now in sch .. bye post nxt time ba...!!! WISH CAN HAVE MY OWN DRAMA AND STORY!!!

waiting for him///... to be back

69...sucks!!!!!

2006-05-11T13:52:00.000+09:00

ahhh!!!!!!! my maths get 69!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so sad lor.. now in sch posting... my fwen but a mp3 very nice leh $300 ++ acc wanna buy mp4 de.. den buy wrong ... haha so stupid```... my sis go re born hair leh ..!! so funnii .. hahas holiday coming le la... den no nid go sch but still muz go la 1 week for lesson and band ... band get bronze leh ...!! hiya i tink i write alot tis le ba..? hiya juz wanna write lor... coz cery sad .. my maths oso...69!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! work so hard oso no use de lor... k la gtg le ... byee

long time no blog coz of exams

2006-05-08T23:39:00.000+09:00

hiya tml maths exam... i study till siao ... sat,sun,mon all study maths ... today eng okok la.. quite easy ... haha today MT lesson...den he acc hit mii .. den kept on say sorry ... mad rite... now xiang and joey noe who i love but fake de ...i even dunno real o fake..juz cannot believe coz love him for 4 yrs le... still love ... hiya my fwen 's mother going back china den only left her in singapore le... coz her grandma in coma of car accident...i pity her alot... we tok on the phone for 1 hr ...den we tok alot tinggss...so cold these days ... dunno y.. but heart warm warm de...gtg le tml still gt exam ...!! bye gd luck to miii

hiya exams tml....!!!

2006-05-03T22:54:00.000+09:00

hiya long time no blog le ... exam is tml .. haven study still down there blogging ... happen so much thing ... i dunno whether i love him anot .. but i think all the feeling are gone... so no use say i love him... but my fwens .. hiya forgett it la.. i think i love other ppl.. can i know wat is the feeling of love??haha i learning alot song... i tink now i'm getting diff. coz of love... only one people know who i love and i share all the tings to her ... her name is apinya...my fwen in thai... haiz ... i am not so sure abt my love... he is so ... dun even know y i love him... but love is no reason... now i am very confused... i cannot be happy... i laugh but in my heart very sad.. i wanted to cry/... none of my fwen noe... they tink i am very happy.. but no .. a little bit more den i cry in class...!!! nvm .. tml will be a happier day !!! haha i dun tink so ...

syf!!!!!!!!

2006-04-21T18:36:00.000+09:00

long time no blog le... alot tings happen ... today star search ... wish jie yi and jie hui can go in.. haha .. i wanna join but dun dare.. hehe ..."" God if i say i love him more and more... will u be angry??? =x... realli.. dunno y.. today very happyy... haha coz alot tings happen.. when he looked into my eyes all my face turned red!! haha his looks if lyk very "hai sui"... its lyk he love mii... hiya dunno la ... cannot say lyk tat coz he never say... hehex.. so sian.. i play the Xbox game.. i die 2 times.. den my father never die.. hahas my mum buy alot dvd for mii.. haha "er zou ju zhi wen..." alot la.. the guy is juz so cute.. haha am i mad..??hiya say abt syf... den wanna cry le.. coz we get bronze.. i cry like mad... i am crying and i still say i never cry .. hahas... den mi and my fwens all go toilet cry.... mi and some of my fwens worked so hard but still get a bronze...but i still love band alot... Mr . Simon say i can go direct sch addmison ... coz i play very gd.. is he say one ... today haha in sch ... ALEX vs HANKANG .... and ALEX vs BAOQI...!!! haha hankang go concerling... den bao qi and alex ........ they qurrel den alex say bao qi sing very not nice.. i noe the feeling , if u like singing (like mi-.-) ppl say u sing not nice ... den u will be very sad... bao qi say alex sing oso not nice... hahas den i wanna stop them den i say someing "bhb"... i say ""i sing is the best and nicest... "" haha den all of them stop and laugh and say miii.... haha so malu...today friday ... wish time can go back... coz i wanna join star search... and... wish tat the time will come back again coz wanna c the way he looked at mii.. hehe.. k la.. dunno wat tosay le/... bye blog next timee////!!!!!

now adays very sad...

2006-04-13T13:52:00.000+09:00

hiya now adays really very sad.. hiya they rather choose uzma den mii...!!! 4gett it i got xiang they all and durga ... haha so sian every time only can play gb.. cannot play maple .. dunno y cannot download.. hiya i very sad leh'.'.. dunno y easter day coming le.. so is syf.. sports day and exams!!! hiya scared of syf... adunno y .. tink opnply can gt a silver lor.. haha i every time only noe how to type tis.. coz noting much to say...hiya they though i cry becoz of him... but not!!! is becoz of them ..!!! ahh!! my mum go hk le.. so gd hor.. wish i can go too.. but impossible lor.. haha i call her buy alot ting,.4 vcd...; e zhou zu zhi wen... and clothes baggss...haha k le i wanna play gb le...bye c ya ... plz dun tell any one abt the tis post ... coz i am really sad... thanks In Jesus name .. wish can gt a gold/silver for band.. a gold for sports day and A** for exams.!!!~

syf is coming

2006-04-09T23:52:00.000+09:00

hiya syf is coming le if not wrong 10 more days.. haha my mum goinbg hongkong play... so gd... coz tis friday is goodfriday ... haha oso easter day..hiya all my fwens call mi join sch de star search haha .. they say i sing nice... OOO haha...shh... i dun tink soo...so i not so jmuch confidance to join but learning alot of songs...sianz these days so sianz ... all coming tis andd nxt month... hiya ect ; sports day, syf.nafa... and SA1...hiya dunno now adays hate going sch more and more... haha i am training my bball ...!!! and nafa tings and sports day and syf!!! so busy ... busy oso gd.. can forget all the sad tings happened...k le la.. gtg le .. wanna c teebee .. bye c ya ... !! Wish can get a Silver for SYF.. and a gold for nafa and sports...!!! In Jesus name....

dunno a sad or happi gurlx

2006-04-06T13:56:00.000+09:00

hiii!! hiya long time no blog le..hiya i these days very sad leh.. no apitite to eat hiya .. dunno but zhi yang won and teresa is the female champion... haha but my sis very angry of zhi yang coz she like referd.. haha too bad 4 her la.. syf coming le .. so fast lor,. hiya sports day i kana leh .. haha 100 relay haha haha ... i win mingkit and joey leh.. i am so happy abt it ... lol coz finally haha i last runner ... 4 get it le la dunno can win monika anot ... wish can .. tarning with joey and karen ...hiya wish can win coz tis yr last yr le .. hiay juz so sianz.. wanna join star search haha but dun dare .. wat if i join.. wat will happen ?? i dunno but only gt a prize .. hiya i very scared le lor.. coz of the syf......!!!!!! cannot gt a gold le la.. only a silver ... k la.. now in sch blog de coz now adays at home play gunbound .. haha i play oso not sianz de.. hehe shh... if gt add mii hor....Princessgalx
k le la.. i gtg le .. i miss apinya very much...dunno how is she le ... in thai in Jesus name... bless her... thanks ... bye

unlucky but a cute day...

2006-03-28T00:03:00.000+09:00

today so unlucky lor...tat aloy use the pen throw mii..nvm den he dunno the pen will come out ink ... den my whole face + uni all blue.. i going mad lor..dun have exra tie den still muz wear back the same one lor... hiya but nvm la.. 4 get it..the chaipon never give the answer lor.. hiya alot tings happen today... ytd i cannot slp.. i 1 am slp den 4 am wake up ... go bath.. den go inside bathroom den down there tink y i bath...??? haha den go back slp wif my uni OMG... den PE tat time... 2 boiis 4 gett to bring t-shirt .. den mr mulis call den to take off their shirt den run without a shirt...they so malu... haha so many fats... haha shh... a cute day..!! haha

so boring

2006-03-27T00:34:00.000+09:00

hiya so boring now adays...every ting is juz so peaceful... i dun lyk it... hiya karyn called mi to give a letter to chaipon... she so mushy.. say alot of ting and ask him wanna be stead .. hiya he dun even care . he juz pass it to his fwens i tink he never read .. only after the fwens read or wat lor... hiya all my fwens say if the stead, it will not be long coz she veri firlt.. hiya quite lor... but sge my gan meimei ... i tink tis time is real ... so i wish chaipon will wan karyn to be his stead.. juz so boring.... i hate hankang .. haha everytime i will juz write down tis word... but dunno y now adays dreamt of him... den i wake up.. den i will wanna vomit.. in my dreams .... i dreamt of he and ii are stead.. den i wake up.. WAT A NIGHTMARE!!! den i cannot slp.. haha juz forget about it... hiya wish tml will be a better day.. a more exciting day for mii... i really wanna noe the answer of chaipon... i wish its a good answer ... juz dun wan my gan meimei to be heart broken ... in Jesus name... hehe k le la very late le..juz wishe tat i will not have the NIGHTMARE .... bye bye ....

hiya...

2006-03-23T14:01:00.000+09:00

ahh...!!! got miss mii... haha diao lor..hiyo y everyday so sianz de.. do the same tinggy... hiya i love thur and fri..haha coz gt band ... so sad .. syf coming le ... scared... only can gt silver ba... hiya juz hated him.. haha plz dun say out... i wanna go usa study ..!! or perth oso can de lor... juz so sad cannot de... haha i going back church le.. tis sat 5pm... hiya juz so sad lor... psle oso coming le.. they say p6 life very fast den over le... i tink so... den psle le... den muz study hard... 4 TKSS!!! haha hiya gtg le teacher beside ... bye /...

???????

2006-03-20T23:18:00.000+09:00

why love juz rawks... but it is juz so hurting... my heart was broken by a boii... i hate him but love him/... today so unlucky dunno y... coz today late ... den kana scolding by teachers... hiya juz so boring /... and life is juz so tough... juz wanted to let my dreams come true... today no PE again.... i want PE... so fun but the teacher always never come... so boring a boring day in sch wif the teachers.. i wanna go back last yr... miss they days truely... i hate him!!! now adays hate to stay at home... everyday go out ... juz wanna be dark but everytime dark le den come home the next day become the same skin again... hiya juz so sad... i wanna find my true love... !!! 520 ... hiya i juz watched the passion of the christ...so sad.. N i am going back to church again...!!! yay.. . welcome back to church...^.^... God bless miii... Jesus loves all the ppl... bye

.... i juz hated him...

2006-03-16T15:00:00.000+09:00

i hate HANKANG !!! haha juz hated him... hiya tis few days .. holiday still muz go back sch...lor tat sucks my life...hiya we gt our result de... pre-central judging ... we gt bronze..!! alot misstakes.. 1 more mark can gt silver le lor... ah!!! i am going mad.. i so sad to gt the result... hiya holiday will past 1 day by 1... juz waiting 4 it to endd...

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-03-10T18:04:00.000+09:00

hiya ytd he ask mi 4 stead.. i tink he jkjk de la... den i say i dunno who are u... -.-'''... i hate him lor.... wtf.. den he say i cute???? diao lor.. hiya .. 4 get it le la.. tink he jk only lor...tml still muz go sch 4 the band angain!!! today wat oso nv eat do amzing race the whole day .. den they so sukin de lor... lata still muz go sch 4 tat idoilt meet the parent..!! my uniform all flour...!! haha they all la.. so .... de lor ytd games day .. quite fun but tat idoilt hankang so wat lor... always block mi!!!! i keep on shouting .. hehe k le la... juz a boring day in sch again ... wish the teachers will nt complain ... esp mdm wong surely dead ...

haha so funn...

2006-03-09T13:56:00.000+09:00

so fun .. today games day.. tats y haha but nt so gd always draw!!! haha but veri fun la.. so sad today dunno y leh .. hiay fu tml gt amzing race but i gt band cannt help but i oso help them buy the ting help them do the clues .. hide the tinggs.. but on tat day i go band too bad 4 mi lor.. hiya still dunno who is the conductor.. long time i no blog le la.. coz doing the amzing race .. haha i love himm.. hehe sh.. tink no 1 will read my blog de la.. hope so lata my fwens c then i am dead le lor.. but i nv say his name ... hiay miss my fwens my last yr class... N i gt 3 A N 1 B ... A == maths... 78 science 82.. chi 85... then eng ... kns la.. 63 !! haha nvm work harder lor.., jia you..!!! holiday still muz come back hiya dun wan i tink oso gt band lor.. k le la .. gtg le going band N the amzing Race le la.. bye N those who c Plz dun tell any one about it.. thanks...

sad..juz wanna gt a gold

2006-03-05T22:14:00.000+09:00

dunno y suddenly miss perth so much i wanna go there study..!! ytd go pre-central judging... we played well... but mr simon give us tat black face... so unlucky.. i going up den my valves suck... my fwen intrument cannt play... den ''heng'' the the teacher help... but we not bad den my jurnior cannt reach ''high soh''...den she still play if cannt playing i can play louder ma... hiya lose so mani marks... den mr mansor say we played quite well... den thur gt pizza eat... quite fun den on the way back... we play our inturment on the bus .. den the driver headache...haha muz wait 4 one week den can gt the result.. wish tat 1 week can faster past.. i wanna noe the result..!!! we worked so hard 4 it.... but cannt gt gold ba... no confident ... the other sch played so well...!!! i quite dissapont...nxt sat still muz go sch 4 dunno wat band tinggy... hiya den holiday everyday muz go 4 band ... no nid to rest .. hiya if u can gt gold i can even bring back my intrument .. can recess time pratise..can after sch pratise.. but if alone tats no use... y muz i work so hard... they never even work 4 it .... y can't they work hard... they come 4 very band pratise then its enough... juz wanna gt a gold... plz work hard .farrer park primary sch band!!!!!!! beg u all....will u all listen to mi???

today rocks...!!!

2006-03-02T22:03:00.000+09:00

haha today morning sad den after exam head pain... den tak back result... haha nt pain liao... coz quite gd... win mingkit...1st time... hiya but eng den...erm okok la... heng teacher say she need my intrument voice coz i the play solo... den alvin become ba.. haha so heng lor... so malu...dunno how to conduct den stand down there only noe the starting and ending and alot... but dunno how to move my hand/... den i gonna go crazy alex so ''fan'' lor... he is going to get it,,!!! quite ffun la.. band oso rawks... juz wish tml will be a better day... hehe today chinese juz suck//... so hard all guess de lor... hiya everyday muz blog dunnoo y... haha so happi... gtg le la....byee... god bless mi...2 more days to Pre-Central judging....

happi gurl...

hiya....

2006-03-01T22:50:00.000+09:00

hiya... my father keep on call mi revise chinese...i going mad...!!! haiz juz hate chinese ... today science okok la .. quite easy... my maths result coming out tml,,,... scared. hiya dunno y i miss my fwen in other country...today a unlucky day too... but better den ytd... hiya tml den over.. ah pre entral jugding on sat 3 more days ... no more time to pratise le... and tat aloysius dun wanna go band ... he better go tml... if nt he is dead lor... not enough members le la... the smallest band ... haha ... i wanna faster become 21 so my parents cannt keep on scolding mii...still learining songs.... so many ssongs in the world ... most chinese songs la... i prefer chinese ... eng oso okay la... nt so bad... juz wanted to find my mr.right ...tats all... hiya nt easy to find.. tink so.. k le la... tml gt exams i still down there blogging ... duno y every day muz blog if nt veri ''bu xi guan''... coz i sad i type down den nt so sad le... haha k le la... bye.. God plz call aloysius to come 4 band pratise.... N a gold in syf... wish tml will be a better day 4 mii..

maths...pre-central- jugging!!!!! so mani tings on tis week

2006-03-01T00:18:00.000+09:00

haha today maths paper...quite hard...the problem sums... only.. o time to do 4 questions... haiz,,.. my fwen do till cry...haha so cute hor...hiya tml sciience .. ahh ... scraed Jesus plz let our sch band get gold... thanks tis sat is pre central jugging le... gt silver den enough..den sfy gt gold... haha .. plz.. i will try my best ... N i dun wanna be the conductor ... haha nxt nxt week gt performance ... den all the band members call mii to be the student conductor... i dun wan... so malu de lor... i surport alvin haha ... but he down there compian... den we play himm.. hiya faster finish exams la.. still gt so many hours... i hate chinese ,,... dead on thur.. hehe if fail den is my 1st time fail my /... coz frm p1 till now also nv fail b4..now should be studying sicence ...sianz ... all my papa mama slping den i play one..haha..everytime nv study also can pass ... very gd le leh//... haha shhh... today nting much happen ... juz a boring N unluckly day.. coz 4get to tak key ...pissed off...juz a unluccky N funni day... God let our band get golf 4 syf!!!.... thanks.. fpps!!! jia you...

4ever crying galx

2006-02-27T18:54:00.000+09:00

haha tis week is ca1 week N pre central jugging week..still can blog .. now adays love to blog alot... coz a lot ''xin shi''.... dunno y...hiya scared le la... my eng paper juz sucks out lor.. now study alot on maths... c the eng paper den gong gong le lor...so hard.ticun ticum de...shh... saw him playing bball wif my fwens (bois)... c him den wanna cry le..dun say c la.. hear his name den.... my fwens dun dare to say him name infront of mi... his leg gt scar again...tat time he fight wif the bois ma... so sad.. but now okay le la... he go police station coz my fwen's mother though he molest my fwen den go police station .. haha .. thought is becoz of the fight ... lol...tml is maths paper wish he can pass wif flying colours... my regards.../// hiya gd luck to all my fwens ....haha i am learning alot japenese le .... gtg le .. oyasuminasai...==gd nitez....byee......